what the fuck is up, lj? [31 Aug 2007|12:28pm] [ mood | sinus-y ] [ music | jt ] i'm always in my own little world here during the daytime. everyone is so busy doing things and i'm just kind of floating, staring out the windows, wondering which car belongs to which client. thank goodness for lipton pureleaf, even if it does give me 1oclock heartburn. i've tried to write in here so many times over the past season. i would say i'm too busy but, really, i'm too lazy. i start and then do something else and forget my train of thought. not that anyone really cares. so, i'm a gypsy. things at home got kind of bad, and then kind of worse, not to mention i have no bathroom or electricity half the time so i packed up a (several) bag and took my show on the road. kim and i shared a bed while joey was away for two weeks. we had adventures with dead mice, giant spiders and fighting for covers. it was good times but i think for a roomate i'll need someone who likes to drink and be stoned less than me. we didn't really get anything done other than finishing off braincells. i spent a couple nights in new paltz being pampered. that was nice but exhausting and i'm feeling guilty about it even now. my weekends have been in connecticut being totally surprised and at rest. i've been to countless beaches, had breakfasts in bed, filled with cotton candies and have several seashells and lighthouse pictures to remember it by. it's (he's) exactly what i need to balance right now. the past two weeks i've been with ta, she's a favorite because she can get ready in the morning without waking me up, isn't cranky when i open the curtains to do my makeup and shares my penchant for junkfood after 10pm. i had an apartment ready to move into 9/1 (i still do) but the landlord told me this week she will only own the building for another two months, which would leave me broke and homeless come december. i'm 95% sure that won't be happening now. i'm negotiating with some other places to stay/work right now,including a tempting offer by my boss to build me my own place, but i don't want to decide on anything until i'm totally sure what i want for the future. i can stand being without my bed for another couple weeks. maybe. at least i have a good selection of people/places to stay. i'm mostly bummed that i don't get to swim anymore, i haven't been to the gym in a good two months, my yoga mat is stuffed in my trunk with basically everything else i own and my diet is mostly sodium packed lean cuisines and tomato sandwiches. my pants are fucking tight. i'll update this when i have my computer running again with some awesome summer 07' pictures i'm sure you're all craving. ???

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